World Wide Open

It's both scary and wonderful to be in a position where the world is wide open to you. When every option is a real option and not just an "oh wouldn't that be nice?". No ties to any one place, no one else to worry about in considering a move, not even furniture to worry about moving.


It's wonderful because ... well, the world is literally open. Anything is possible.

It's scary because ... well, the world is literally open. And anything is possible.

The hardest part is narrowing down the options. And then choosing which option to pursue.

I've mentioned to several people that I'll be leaving Las Vegas in 2010. I've been here - save for a few months here and there - for 6 years. It's C-R-A-Z-Y to think about how long it's been. Definitely doesn't feel like it's been that long, especially since leaving YWAM in 2007. Two years is a long time...but it's literally flown by.

The question everyone asks when I tell them of leaving is "What's next for you?" The only response I can give at this time is "I have no idea." These are the things I will be praying about over the next few months:

1. New Orleans - My cousin and her husband have just moved back to New Orleans to open a community center in the city. I do not know a whole lot about The Center yet, but am excited about the possibilities of "getting my hands dirty" again with at-risk youth and stuff like that. It would also be nice to be in a humid climate again, with rain and thunderstorms and the Gulf so close. I would probably also work as a personal trainer (plan to be certified by then). I would be closer to family and friends.

2. Moving East - generally. Kentucky, Tennessee, Virginia Beach are the three main places I've been looking at, in a general sense. Again, I would try to find work as a personal trainer and basically give myself a fresh start. I would be closer to family and friends.

3. School of the Bible - This is a YWAM school, at YWAM Tyler. It lasts one year and begins in August. I've wanted to take some concentrated time to go deeply into God's Word, and this would give me the opportunity to focus on that and nothing else.

4. Introduction to Primary Healthcare - another YWAM school. It's 6 months, and I could take this course in Montana, Hawaii or Australia. The desire to take this school is tied very closely with Morocco (next option), so I'm not sure how viable this option is at this time.

5. Morocco - no list of options would be complete without Morocco, even if I have let it go. I still believe that God has called me to Morocco, but it became an obstacle, which is the opposite of what it should be. So I let the dream of Morocco die, and will pick it back up only if God directs me to do so. My life is still completely open to going, whenever - if ever - He says go.

6. Children Around the World - This is a dream that has started brewing, that would involve myself and a team of select others. I'm not inclined to go any further into it than that, as it is still just a developing idea. :o)

So, there ya have it. Lots of options. Lots of possilities. Lots of decisions. LOTS of prayer. :o)